im not sure why, but i feel rather down right now.
i know what i want, yet im not happy with it in the slightest, and i haven't a clue why.
im tired of money, it really is driving me up the wall, working all the time, working hard for nothing.
im tired of trying to scrap by. and never being able to take care of all the things that need to be taken care of.
WHO even knows why im alive anymore, i feel sorta jaded in my existence, though i do not wish for un-existence. im not sure whats going on anymore with myself, with my mind, or with anything for that matter